I'm ready?

Five years ago, I resigned from work. I badly needed a break coz my mental health is already declining. I feared I might do sumtin irreversible. Fast forward to 2024, I felt I'm well rested already. So much that I said to myself, I am ready to work again, onsite or work from home doesn't matter, as long I get back to my feet and start earning again.

Resigning from work means doing away with lots of perks and privileges. One perk is to travel outside the country for leisure. I was ok with that, but as time goes on, you realize, that there are things aside from travelling that is important as well. 

Now there are situations that I wish that I am earning my own money. One is that I want to help my brother and mother with their medication. But I am helpless as I dont have my own money.

I always pray to God, that I be blessed with work or other income generating projects that God has intended for me so I could help my love ones and give happiness to them.

But am I ready? I felt ready... but if God said wait a little more, then I will wait for God's timing coz his timing will always be the perfect time...